Let's start with a conversation nearly 8 years ago...
Sitting in an
office, Mr and I were talking for pretty much the first time and he said that
his Mum had died recently, it turned out our first 'dates' would be me helping
to clear and sort his Mum's flat. Add to that, his Dad had died in a horrific
accident only 6 months earlier, it's been a tough 8 years!
It's taken all
this time and a LOT of heartache to sort things out, in that time we've got
married, had one child and another on the way, but everyday I just wish that
his Mum in particular got to meet me, see her son get married and meet her
grandchildren.
So as we get ready
to move into our own house and stop paying someone else's mortgage I'm really
struggling. I've had so many comments of 'you're so lucky' and worse being
teased for being posh because of where we've bought (it's really not).
Yes, we've been
able to buy a house where we wanted to, but I'd give it up any day of the week
if it meant his Mum still being here.
We're not lucky,
we're just making the most of what we have left.